rivers_bend: (general: friend love)
2010-04-12 11:16 am
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Tumblr etc.

I stumbled, or caved, or some other word that means went ahead and did it, and I now have a tumblr. I'm not totally sure yet what I'm doing with it: so far there is a picture of Jensen, a picture of Adam Lambert, a picture of Frank Iero fondling Gerard Way's balls, a quote about writing, and the fact that Johnny Weir wishes he lived inside a Faberge egg.

In other news, I haven't gotten any further on my thesis, but I have written 1700 words on a new Jensen/Adam chapter. Because life is too short to skip the porn avoid stressing myself out, apparently. I'm trying not to do that icon meme going around, because that is more procrastination than I need this morning. be shocked if you don't see it by tonight, that means
rivers_bend: (fun: fangirls)
2010-03-30 02:05 pm

Unexpected things that happened today.

1. I am writing Jensen/Adam Lambert fic. It's so not my fault. IDEK.

2. I have a ticket to Wondercon on Saturday. Also not my fault. ([livejournal.com profile] coiledsoul and [livejournal.com profile] glendaglamazon are awesome like pie.) Markedly less shameful than 1. however. :D

3. I wrote from 8:30 this morning until 1:30 this afternoon, only pausing to mix up some waffle batter. Five hours of delighted, happy-making, insane pairing writing. I feel like meeee!

4. I'm making some lunch, and then I'm going to write some more. There are no words for how much I've been missing this feeling. *hugs notebook to chest*

5. There was a piece of cat food in the shower door track this morning. The cat food lives all the way on the other side of the house. WTAF.

I hope that if unexpected things are happening to you, they are of the awesome. ♥
rivers_bend: (fun: fangirls)
2010-03-27 04:05 pm

Things of the good.

Today I have found much to delight me on the internetz, and so I thought I should share some of it.

1. [livejournal.com profile] dauntdraws drew me more Sam and Dean ponies!!! I am very excited about this for many reasons. Not least because they are for MEEEEEEEEEEE and that is always fun :D But also, I LOVE LOVE LOVE SPN Ponies. Love them. And these ones make me do that thing where you grin so hard your shoulders go up around your ears and your head tilts and your neck and nose scrunch up and you look ridiculous, but you don't care because you are happy and something is SOCUTEOMG.

2. [livejournal.com profile] ash48 and [livejournal.com profile] maichan808 finished their amazing new vid and it really is AMAZING. We have some RIDICULOUSLY talented people in the SPN fandom.

3. The [livejournal.com profile] teamcockbert community. IDEK. It's hilarious, and kind of jaw-dropping in that way that Adam Lambert manages so effortlessly. Mostly this post has been getting my attention. It's just a massive huge post that lists a whole bunch of guys one might pair Adam with, with a picture and then information about his occupation and whether or not he's actually met Adam in the flesh as it were. I just spent the last hour looking through it. In the George Clooney entry there is a link to fic, and that is awesome, too. Also awesome, this post which has pictures of men in kilts and some kilt sex fic. om nom nom. I'm going to guess that pretty much everyone on my flist who might care that this comm exists already knows that this comm exists, but just in case...

4. Sugar bunnies! Thank you, my lovelies! ♥♥
rivers_bend: (men: holmes)
2010-01-07 10:51 pm
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random blather about RDJ.

I can't stop thinking about Robert Downey Jr. lately, and the last couple days that has meant remembering the first time I saw Less than Zero. I remember being fifteen and filled with conviction that I was all grown up. I remember that one of the boys I went to school with was self-destructive (in a much more fifteen-year-old way than RDJ's character) and kind of looked like a young RDJ and I couldn't stop thinking that someday the same could happen to him. I remember that I cried so much that my friends threatened to leave me at the theater when whoever's mom was driving came to pick us up. It was one of those movies I couldn't get out of my head for years. It all seemed so TOTALLY profound.

Then, of course, RDJ himself kind of went down that same route. And I went right back to that place, and was all emo about it in that way that one (or maybe just me?) can get, when the origin of the feelings happened when you were fifteen.

Then, a few years ago now (and by few, I could actually mean something like six or seven) I watched the movie again. And spent a lot of the movie wondering how the hell I'd ever had such a crush on Jami Gertz. (though, to be fair, that crush arose from Lost Boys, not Less than Zero) And some more time wondering how I found the movie profound. But I was still incredibly impressed with RDJ's performance.

Point being, I kind of want to watch the movie again again. Even though I didn't think it held up all that well the second time I watched it. Sadly, I can't watch instantly on Netflix. Maybe I should rent Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang again instead.

Or maybe I should just go back to staring at this picture )
rivers_bend: (general: pencil)
2009-12-15 01:02 pm

Some letters for the day

Dear Dad,

Asking me to run errands for you and then taking your car away all day is not the best way to get your errands run on days Mom has her volunteering stuff. Please arrange better carpools.

Yours,
Stranded

~~

Dear Octopus,

Please be less awesome. You are too cute running like that, and I hurt myself flailing.

Sincerely,
with sprained wrists

~~

Dear Mr. President,

Your grin makes me grin. Like this:
Photobucket

Grinningly Yours,
no, really.

~~

Dear American tofu hotdog makers,

Please make your hotdogs taste better.

Yours,
the one who used to live in England where tofudogs were good.

~~

Dear Hummingbird bush outside my window,

It's winter now. And I love that you still have both flowers and hummingbirds.

Distractedly yours,
a hummingbird fan
rivers_bend: (general: pencil)
2009-08-16 12:01 pm
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Sundays are for fic pursuits :)

I have done some reorganizing of the Supernatural section of my Fan Fiction Sticky Post this morning. I'm hoping that I've made stuff easier to find, rather than more difficult. If nothing else, it gave me a break from changing tense in a chunk of text that I keep going back and forth on whether it should be a flashback or in real time. Why can't there be a magic button to press that does that job for you?

I hope that work isn't too bad for those of you on the other side of the international date line, and that those for whom it's still Sunday, the wind-down of the weekend is treating you well. ♥
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2009-07-23 03:21 pm
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(no subject)

I am having a stupidly irritating afternoon. I just burned my hands on molten cheese, and I just opened my DVDs from netflix, only to discover that when I put Mad Men on my queue I moved season two up to the top instead of season one, so I got the first disc of the second season today.

However. Stupid irritations are fairly minor when it comes down to it. *moves on*

I've narrowed down the possible fonts for my fandom/affirmation tattoo down to my favorite three, and now I seek the learned opinion of you fine people. Which one do you like best? Or should I keep looking?

[Poll #1434136]
rivers_bend: (women: Cat Deeley)
2009-05-21 11:23 am

A few points of probably not much interest

♥ Two hours until my final starts. I cannot wait for it to be over.

♥ I watched the American Idol final last night despite having never watched the show before. This morning I've been watching Adam Lambert perform on the website. And there is something about him that really really makes me want to pair him with Michael Rosenbaum. Anyone feel like writing that for me? *smiles winningly*

♥ I signed up for [livejournal.com profile] spn_meanttobe.

♥ Inigo is cracking me up. He's most unhappy about the fire alarm going off outside and keeps running around like a crazy thing.

♥ SYTYCD is back tonight! CAAAAT!!! (yes. again)

♥ I want to hear something that is making you happy today or this week or coming up this weekend. Whatever. Something HAPPY :D :D
rivers_bend: (fun: grin cat)
2009-05-11 12:11 pm
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some Monday bullets

  • I have no MCR music. People on my flist keep talking about them. I feel like I should remedy this lack somehow.
  • I can only manage to keep at my review sheets for 10 or so minutes at a time before I need to get up and do something else for a few minutes. This leads me to wonder how the hell I am going to make it through a three and a half hour final.
  • I really, really love Regina Spektor more and more the more I hear her.
  • I have done at least 30 minutes of Wii-fit every day since I got it except the two days I wasn't here. I am proud of this fact, and pleased that I didn't waste my money on the thing.
  • I have been missing S1-2 SPN canon so much lately. I can't decide if the follow-up sentence I only want to write pre-series fic should start with "Because of this," or "And yet,"
  • I have a fandom secret, but I avoid the fandom secrets page and have no idea how to post one, so I will just keep it to myself.
  • It's nothing bad, and certainly nothing bad about any fangirls. So no paranoia, please.
  • Not secret at all, THIS PSA about what to do if someone is having a seizure is adorable and hilarious. Quinto/Pine, Kirk/Spock, whatever. Adorable.
  • I have SO MANY fandom things to be writing, which is a rarity in my life. Generally I start something and then finish it and then move on. But now I have a queue, and many items on the queue have paragraphs or even pages written. Sadly, they refuse to prioritize themselves in order of time-sensitivity.
  • I got hugely spoiled for Brothers and Sisters on after elton's hot 100 today. This is the trouble with being a few series behind on a show. I had my usual spoiled sick feeling but then I got over it. It's Brothers and Sisters. I enjoy it, but spoilers are not going to ruin it for me. Why am I not surprised the after elton boys are big SPN fans?
  • I haven't read any long fic in ages. I miss it.
  • Watched The Secret Life of Bees last night. I liked the book better, not surprisingly, but I really enjoyed the movie too. And Dakota Fanning wasn't creepy, which was almost creepy in itself.
  • Now I think it's time to stop. Park, writing (without sunburn this time hopefully), and then back to review sheets. Oh, and lunch in there somewhere.


Happy Monday, my lovelies. ♥♥♥♥♥
rivers_bend: (Default)
2009-04-01 02:26 pm

Things making me ridiculously, insanely, crazily happy today.

  • VIDEOS.
  • Laughing, smirking, loving, having-so-much-fun boys. (not unrelated to above)
  • Fairy princesses reading to each other about the endless love of Sam and Dean. (thank you, BB! ♥)
  • Blue skies.
  • My painfully adorable cat.
  • The prospect of saving $100 a month from now on.
  • Friends in my city! With dinner to come, and more friends at the weekend!
  • Music mashups. Yeah. Still not over those.
  • Chocolate chip oatmeal cookies.
  • Cherry Diet Dr. Pepper. And my ability to stop at just one.
  • FANGIRLS. I mean. Okay, there are some crazies, and wank happens, but you guys! The generosity and love and compassion and caring and talent and thoughtfulness that I see EVERY SINGLE DAY on my f'list makes me feel like I can touch this powerful, amazing force for good. And that is before we get to the $13,705 and counting that we managed to raise for RAINN in less than a week.



I wish for every one of you at least one thing that makes you smile today.
rivers_bend: (spn: gay love)
2009-03-15 02:59 pm

The Laramie Project

I went with my dad last night to see The Laramie Project at one of the high schools on the peninsula. We also staffed the PFLAG table in the lobby before and after the play and during intermissions.

The students were amazing, including the one who broke his leg last weekend and missed the first few performances because he was in the hospital, but was back on stage last night (and a few nights before) acting from his wheelchair. Rather than retelling the story, it's more a dramatic reenactment of some of the hundreds of interviews the producing theater troupe conducted in Laramie in the year or so following the murder of Matthew Shepard. It humanizes the story in a wonderful way. I was moved to tears many times.

Several people came up and thanked us for being there, and many of the actors came up afterwards and thanked us and checked to make sure we had seen the play and not been stuck behind the table all night. We gave away several pieces of literature to staff from other schools and a few to parents and there was one girl who kept coming back and snagging one pamphlet at a time before sloping off. When she finally made eye contact, we chatted to her for a bit and told her to feel free to take one of everything. Another girl came up and cheerfully greeted us, saying, "I represent the 'B' in all those letters," and snagged a business card.

I couldn't help but be struck with how much has changed in the 20 years since I was their age, and yet, as they ran around screaming and hugging each other after the play was over, it was like yesterday that I was 16, and everything in the tiny orbit of my universe was the most important thing ever, and we'd had an amazing closing night, gotten a standing ovation, and there was a cast party to go to, and I was crazy-beautiful and amazing.

It made me miss those days. And then I remembered the complete lack of GSAs, the utterly tedious schoolwork that I hated, stupid boring classes, acne, pegged jeans, hairspray, and Paula Abdul on MTV, and decided I'll take now.
rivers_bend: (general: love tea)
2009-02-25 09:26 am
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A gray and rainy humpday.


  • I am an articulate and intelligent woman. Why does voicemail turn me into a babbling fool?
  • The last flash of dream I had just before I woke up was Chad Michael Murry, thinking he was filming a movie, taking a machine gun to congress during Obama's speech, and then the Eppes brothers were called in. This is how my subconscious chooses to combine my flist, Obama's speech and too many episodes of Numb3rs in a row? DNW
  • I was spoiled for the title of SPN 4.15 and I am very sadface about it. I won't even click on pictures that are labeled "only spoils for the fact that the boys wear clothes". Definitely do not want titles.
  • Inigo was climbing into my backpack (yeah, idk either) when my phone vibrated in the front pocket. He was HILARIOUSLY startled.
  • My appointment for today was canceled which gives me an extra hour and a half or so to do homework. \o/ SO GLAD. Also means I don't have to sit for an extra hour.
  • I am pretty sure that every week, I further unimpress the guy in my class who doesn't like me/thinks I'm lame. It irritates me that I care even though I don't like him/think he's an ass.
  • Apparently I am now scared of rain. Sunday was the final accident straw. Shame it's raining again today.
  • yay, it's raining again today and California will have water!

rivers_bend: (mood: are you serious)
2009-02-23 11:52 pm
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definition of embarrassment squick

Hugh Jackman giving BabaWawa a lapdance.

*dies*
rivers_bend: (mood: ftw)
2009-02-17 10:13 pm
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Veronica! Dinner!

It has been driving me CRAZY for weeks, wondering where I knew the woman in the TMobile ad with the eleven bulldogs named Steve from.

Then, tonight, I wasn't watching, only listening, and it's Veronica's mother from Heathers.

Oy.

and only changing the subject slightly, I have to say again, the Watchmen ad is made of sex.
rivers_bend: (j2: soapbox love)
2008-12-26 09:43 am

Of sundry things

We had a lovely day yesterday. I ended up making dinner after Mom burned her hand, and that was fine, actually, because I'm the sort who finds helping much more irritating than just doing it myself. and Mom was mostly okay so long as she kept a bag of frozen peas on her hand for the rest of the evening. This morning she's much improved. After dinner we played a few rounds of Apples to Apples, and once our younger guests had gone home to bed, moved on to Scrabble Scramble*, which we played until 11pm when we were all exhausted. We also all got lottery scratch cards, and 6 of the 9 of us won something, which way beats the odds *g* (I won the most, at $10, but that's better than a kick in the teeth)

Inigo was a bit miffed that there were so many people, but he got over it. eta and mmm mmm, he's been out playing in the Rosemary bush and now smells deliciously of Rosemary! *resists licking him*

This morning I went a little wild and unflocked Punch Drunk, a J2 fic I wrote back in October, and even cross-posted it.

One of the things we had for dinner (and by we, I mean they, because blik), was Brussels sprouts with blue cheese and chestnuts. The sprouts on the top of the stalk were too large and we had plenty with the ones at the base. Mom and I were quite enamoured of the stalk with its top of sprouts. And so we decided to make a feature of it, much to our amusement and the bewilderment of our guests. To wit:


I hope everyone traveling today is doing so safely. And with as little stress as possible. ♥



*you take the letters from a Scrabble game (or two if playing with more than four players) and make your own 'boards' right in front of you, starting with 5 letters and taking another each time someone says "go" which one does when one has used all one's letters. You can move things around any time, re-doing your crosswords, and then you add up your points once all the letters have been drawn and one person has used all theirs.
rivers_bend: (women: maggie g yell)
2008-12-19 11:06 pm
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Movie day

My DVDs live in a closed cabinet in my new apartment, and I kind of forgot about them. After watching Saved on Tuesday though, I decided today to go back and watch some of my old favourites. I started with Love Actually which is my favourite Christmas movie ever, even though it totally makes me cry. Emma Thompson's and Laura Linney's storylines especially. My fave is Andrew Lincoln and Keira Knightly,though I know it squicks some people.

I moved on to 10 Things I Hate About You, which I hadn't watched since Heath's death. It was making me a little bit sad, and I cuddled up under my duvet, and managed to sleep through the final third of it. (I've seen it probably 15 or more times, so it's not like I was confused when I woke up at the end.)

After that I watched Parenthood, which I bought for 99 pence when I was in England last summer. I hadn't seen it in YEARS. Everyone playing over 25 in it looked about 15-20 years older than they purported to be. It was kind of weirding me out. Keanu was SO SO young and pretty.

Finally, I watched Drop Dead Gorgeous. Amy Adams! I totally had no idea she was in that. Alison Janney continues to be utterly awesome. In that and 10 things. And everything else she does. Also, I have a total crush on Kirsten Dunst even though she's jail bait in that movie.

Tomorrow I need to pack my laundry to go home to mom and dad's. And tomorrow night I am going to a pot luck that I was invited to by people I've met once, at the house of someone I've never met at all. I'm nervous as hell. But there will be gainfully employed, and hopefully (at least a few) single lesbians there. *prepares to dip toe into dating waters again*

I finished off my bottle of Bailey's tonight. And now I'm feeling kind of sick. :(
rivers_bend: (yell)
2008-11-15 06:59 pm

Protests and Bond

[livejournal.com profile] skyblue_reverie and I went to the Join the Impact rally in San Francisco this morning. It was really hot and hard to hear because of the news copters and the crapness of the sound system, but there were some great signs, and we found a coolish patch of shade where we could mostly hear after a while, and I'm really glad we went. We did leave early and didn't march because neither of us was feeling very well.

We came back and I made some pizza and then we went and saw Quantum of Solace. I am SO SO HAPPY with the fact that James Bond is actually a SPY now, and not just an international playboy. Daniel Craig makes me happy. I do think that the movie should have been called )... AAAAAAAAND, when I whipped out my student ID when I went to pay for the tickets, she gave me both of them at student price. And then said something about not forgetting my ID because it would suck to be locked out of the dorms. I decided to be flattered that she thought I looked young enough to live in dorms. *g*

After the movie we stopped at Peet's and I tried to get a peppermint chocolate shake, but it was a peppermint mocha shake. I don't really like coffee (or really don't like coffee to be more accurate) but it was VERY chocolaty so I drank it. My eyes are vibrating.

I'm going to try to write. I'm not sure I can cope with reading the uber-depressing stuff for my classes right now. I need to jitter. Plus, I am behind schedule on my fic commitments. *checks calendar*

eeep!

eta well, I've reached my self-imposed minimum of 300 800 words, so I can count today as a win. *g* so far, I'm 14 for 15, with only election day scuppering writing plans.
rivers_bend: (obama)
2008-09-01 08:39 pm
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LLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOONG DAY

Point the first, I am no longer a funnel cake virgin. I kinda wish I were though, because I feel horrible. Though this might have more to do with having gotten heatstroke.

We spent all day at the Tapestry Art Fair in San Jose, talking to people about PFLAG and Proposition 8. We talked to some really interesting people, including a few who were undecided or leaning towards voting Yes, and who are now planning on voting NO! \o/

12-5 in the heat and just.... yeah. I drank about 5 litres of water and stayed in the shade of the tent thing and put cool towels on my neck, but it wasn't enough. I am SUFFERING.

But I feel fantastic for having done some campaigning, and so I'm counting the day a win. Am finally home and am going to go to bed shortly. No premire night for me. My head hurts too much to turn on the TV. My DVR better be doing its job.

Our booth was between the Democratic party booth and the Scientology people. Interesting.

Must find more pain killers.

rivers_bend: (Default)
2008-08-04 07:19 pm

Oh! It's Monday, and I have a new layout

I've been sitting here wondering how the heck it's after 7 already, thinking that I didn't do anything today, but I sorted and put away my clean laundry, built a giant bookcase, took everything out of the old bookcase and moved it, and put the stuff in the new one, and applied the custom layout that [livejournal.com profile] rejeneration made for me (with the header [livejournal.com profile] jelloh0530 made for me!) go look at it!

I also typed up my original fic, and started on a coda to the fic I've been writing with [livejournal.com profile] dreamlittleyo. And spent nearly an hour telling iTunes where to find the movies that took 24 hours to have their formats changed so I can watch them on my iTouch, and updating my iTouch photo file. I made an icon. and took out the recycling.

So I have done stuff. I just haven't left the house (except to go over to the bins). I should do that really. oh, and pack for my trip.

Thank you so much to all the lovely people who've been spoiling me early today, *smooches you all*
rivers_bend: (nature: butterfly)
2008-07-29 10:55 pm

some reasons today was pretty wonderful

There has been a lot of sad and unhappy around today, and I wanted to post about good things.


  • first meeting of my new writers' group went amazingly well, and I found out two new things about one of my characters
  • had lunch with my BFF and her two kids at Pier 39, and it was WONDERFUL to see her. Haven't seen her since November, which is too damn long. We've been friends for twenty-nine years. And that's something really powerful.
  • I got chatting with a totally adorable man and his (probably) foster son on the trolley on the way home, and it was one of those conversations that makes you feel alive and good to be that way.
  • Mom found the housewarming card she sent me last year when she was helping me pack my old apartment, spirited it off, added little 'again's and 'still's to it and mailed it to me in my new place, making me grin.
  • Definitely, Maybe is just as wonderful as I'd hoped it would be, and Abigail Breslin is just cuter than a cute thing. (and Isla Fisher is still smokin' hot)
  • Butterfinger Blast ice cream.
  • I finally posted fic!!! It feels like forever ago that I last did that.
  • My f'list is filled with gorgeous, talented, generous and wonderful people.