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rivers_bend ([personal profile] rivers_bend) wrote2010-02-27 11:26 am

shiver, river, quiver (NC-17) Sam/Dean

Title: shiver, river, quiver
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Words: 1800
Enticements/Warnings: expressions of adolescent sexuality, allusions to inappropriate adult appreciation of same.
Summary: Dean is always right there to protect his brother, no matter what.



It's never going to stop raining, ever, Sam is certain. He wouldn't mind if he were cozied up somewhere with Dean, windows open to the sound of the water, to the heavy wet air, but he's not. Instead, Dad is intent on drowning them all.

They are in a "borrowed" canoe, guns and a few days' supplies in rubberized duffels at their feet, headed upstream to meet an old friend of Dad's, except he's not someone Sam has ever heard of, so he can't be that good a friend.

Sam's too young to stay alone in their motel apparently (even though he's so totally not), Dad needs Dean's help paddling, the only road to Buck Jordan's place is washed out so they can't take the car, and—no more questions, Sammy, just get in the damn boat.

It's the height of summer, was 82° already when they drove past the bank's display on their way to the river at 8:30 this morning, but after an hour in the rain, with his clothes plastered to his skin and rivulets of water running in constant streams from his hair down his neck, Sam shivers hard enough to feel the pull in his ribs.

They're all lined up in a row, Sam is in the middle, Dad behind him, Dean in front. The view is good—Sam likes watching Dean's shoulders stretch out his wet t-shirt—but Sam still wishes Dean was in the rear so Sam could settle back against his brother's knees, let some body heat seep into his skin instead of just this awful damp air.

"Be there soon," Dad says when Sam shivers a second time.

Sam just keeps his eyes on the spot where Dean's shirt lifts away from the skin under his shoulder blade every time he pulls the paddle to the end of its arc.

Around the next bend, the river bumps wider for a few hundred yards, and Buck Jordan has a short dock there with a ladder on the right side, a cleat for a rope next to it. Dean and Dad get the canoe tied up, then Dad tells Sam to climb out so they can hand him the duffels. But Sam slips in the water at the bottom of the canoe, and falls over the side into the muddy river.

Before he can even get his legs under him and his head above the water, Dean is there, scooping him up, saying, "Sammy! Sammy, talk to me." Dean is steady, upright, obviously standing on the river bottom, but the water comes up to his armpits which is about Sam's mouth level, so Sam doesn't even try to stand, just clings to Dean's shoulders, wraps his legs around Dean's waist. Being in Dean's arms brings a smile to Sam's face, makes him feel both calmer and giddy all at once.

"Hey, hey," Dean soothes, worried eyes flicking over to Dad, who's watching them closely. The water's churned up and murky enough that Dad can't see where Sam's getting hard against Dean's stomach, thank god, because Sam can't help that his hips twitch and his thighs cling. He does do his very best to concentrate on getting out of the river and onto the dock, instead of thinking about how much he wishes Dad would just go away so Sam could kiss his brother.

Buck Jordan appears out of nowhere, offering Dad a hand out of the boat, asking if the boys are okay, and Sam can feel Dean's arms tighten around him, feel Dean's shoulders go tense as the man looks at them. Mr. Jordan looks pretty normal to Sam, but Dean seems like he'd have a gun trained on the guy if he had one handy.

"You're okay," Dean whispers. "Get down now, and just swim to the ladder."

Sam does as Dean asks, ignoring Buck Jordan's hand, making it look like he just didn't see it and not like he's being impolite, because Dad would call him on being impolite. He can feel Dean right behind him and scurries out of the way so Dean can get up on the dock. Instead of putting a hand on Sam's back like he usually would, Dean ducks around him, gets between him and Mr. Jordan. Eyes still on the men, Dean picks up the bag Dad and his friend didn't grab. They all trudge single file up to the house through the deluge.

Though it's drier inside, it's much louder, between the rain on the tin roof and a large machine—Sam thinks it might be a rock tumbler—working in the corner. Mr. Jordan, call me Buck, disappears for a moment and comes back with a handful of threadbare towels.

"Here y'are, boys. Why don't you get changed?" he says, holding them out toward Dean, though it's Dad who grabs them.

"We'll be fine," Dad says, handing a towel to each of the boys, and using his to dry his hair. "Besides," he says to Buck. "We had better head out if we're going to do this thing before night falls."

"Thought you might want to rest first, have something to eat?" Buck is looking at Sam and Dean when he says it, and Sam is starting to see why Dean didn't like him.

"Had a good breakfast," Dad says, even though it's a lie. He only had a muffin and a cup of coffee. He grabs the bag with the guns and pulls out a Colt and a PPK, handing the first to Dean and the second to Sam. "You boys take care. Don't let anyone in, and don't touch any of Mr. Jordan—Buck's—stuff."

Dean says, "Yes, sir," and Sam nods, and less than five minutes later, Buck and Dad have disappeared into the rain.

"What was that about?" Sam asks, not liking being alone in a strange house that belongs to someone else. It's not the same as a motel room or the abandoned places they've squatted. It isn't even the same as staying someplace borrowed. It creeps him out.

"Nothing," Dean says, still staring out the window in the direction their dad went. With a satisfied nod, he turns and looks at Sam. He looks relaxed now, happy even. Reaching a hand out to tousle Sam's towel-crazy hair, he says, "Now. Let's get you out of those wet clothes."

Sam is still weirded out, but he does feel clammy and gross, and Dean is looking at him all hungry, and getting dry sounds pretty awesome. He lets Dean pull his shirt over his head and wrap a towel around his shoulders. Dean starts rubbing, fast and good, heating up Sam's skin in a tingly way that feels much better than the sticky heat from the humid air. The machine in the corner stops whatever it's doing, and though the rain is still loud on the roof, the room seems much quieter all of a sudden. That, or maybe it's Dean's hands, which have left the towel draped over Sam's shoulders and moved to the button on his fly, make Sam feel better. Less like this is creepy, and more like it's just space for him and Dean.

Because the wet denim is stiff and unyielding, Sam's shorts don't come off as easily as his shirt. Dean kneels to get better leverage, and then smirks up at Sam when he ends up with Sam's prick popping up to point at his chin. He doesn't say anything, just pulls the towel from around Sam's neck and starts rubbing his legs, as soon as Sam has stepped out of the tangle of shoes and shorts.

Sam feels small without his clothes, Dean fully dressed kneeling at his feet, the sound of the rain huge around them.

"I've got you, baby boy," Dean says against Sam's tummy, kissing the gentle roundness above his belly button, then the spot to the left of where his prick, fully hard now, is standing up straight.

Sam whimpers when Dean pulls back, but Dean's only taking his own soaked shirt off and then he's back, running his hands over Sam's flanks, down his slim legs to the ticklish backs of his knees. "I've got you," he says again, and then stands up, picking Sam up with him and carrying him over to the sagging sofa across the room.

With his legs wrapped around like they were in the water, the last vestiges of discomfort float away, and Sam just feels good and happy. He lies where he's dropped, watching Dean finish stripping off, watching him towel his skin so it's glowing red when he leans over Sam.

Instead of lying down next to Sam or on top of him, Dean kneels on the floor again, starts kissing trails up Sam's hip, up his ribs, nuzzling his wet hair into Sam's armpit and then kissing his way back down, blowing a raspberry which makes Sam thrash and squeal. Then he starts licking, little cat licks, big dog licks, tickling still, but also feeling so good Sam can hardly stand it.

"Dean. Dean," he begs, hands all over Dean's head and neck and shoulders, pulling, pushing, grabbing, he doesn't even know. He wants more, wants Dean to stop, wants him to never stop, wants him to lick Sam's prick that way, isn't sure he could cope if Dean did.

"I got you. You're all mine, I got you," Dean murmurs, licking, licking, hands everywhere except where Sam needs them, leaving trails of heat.

It feels like Sam's dick and balls are on fire or dipped in ice, like they're swelling up to ten times their normal size with wanting Dean to touch them. Sam's quivering under Dean's hands, almost crying with how much he needs.

"Got you," Dean says one last time and then finally, finally, closes his mouth over Sam's cock.

He doesn't even suck once, and Sam's coming, coming so hard he bashes his wrist against the sofa's arm, so hard he bucks up and almost throws Dean off, so hard he shouts loud enough he can't hear the rain anymore.

It's too much. He's gonna fly away. Needs Dean to hold him down.

Dean seems to know all about it, climbs up and covers Sam in the blanket of his body, petting his hair, kissing his face. Sam can feel the sticky cling of come between them, thinks for a minute that Dean did get thrown off, didn't swallow the way he usually does, but then realizes that the jizz is Dean's.

"Mine," Dean whispers against his lips. "Always. Mine."

"Yours," Sam murmurs, before he drifts into sleep, Dean deliciously heavy all around him.


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If curiosity about Dean and Buck is killing you, you can find out more in Shadows of the World Appear.

[identity profile] gilesgirl.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Mmm....weecest.... ;)

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[identity profile] thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
*purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* I do love your imagery. So, so sensual and evocative.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
Hello, you! ♥

Thank you! this one really did become a lot about scene and not just the boys.

[identity profile] maraceles.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, I love your Sam and Dean. And this was sweet and hot and I love possessive!protective!Dean and needy!impolite-to-everyone-who's-not-Dean!Sam. *g*

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad! Thank you :D

Possessive!protective!Dean is a favorite of mine, too *g*
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[identity profile] macbyrne.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay. I'm officially weirded out by Buck. And really, REALLY want to know what happened before, because there is obviously some back story here. Plus, that was incredibly hot. Loved it.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
I am weirded out by him too! I wasn't sure where he came from, and couldn't get him to go away and he was super creepy! I'm pretty sure that John got his number the first time he met him, and warned Dean about him before they went, though it is also possible that Dean just had a really bad feeling about him. Either way, I don't think Buck has honorable intentions.

I'm so glad you loved this. Thank you!
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[personal profile] sylvanwitch 2010-02-27 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
They're always so sweet together the way you write them, always both brothers and lovers, as if those things make perfect sense together--and they do when it's these boys the way you write them. Delicious, sweet, and lovely. I especially love the evocative sensory imagery of the river trip, the way you describe Sam's discomfort and the configurations of the river and dock. Bravo!

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
I think because in my head it does make utter and absolute sense that Dean and Sam are both brothers and lovers, it tends to come through. I'm very glad of that! And I am so glad the river imagery worked. This story definitely became a lot more about place than most of mine do.

Thank you, honey!

[identity profile] equally-dour.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Very nice!

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! :D

[identity profile] superstitiousme.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
mmmmm. yes please.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Glad you liked! Thank you :D

[identity profile] gunznammo2.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Holy Hannah, that was intensely yummy! :) Dean and his Sammy are my weaknesses. You fed them full to overflowing, if I may coin a phrase. Oh, boys. Delicious, indeed.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
These boys are a weakness for a lot of us! So glad this hit the spot. Thank you :D :D

[identity profile] brianshanelvr.livejournal.com 2010-02-27 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
OH MY GOD! =D I love this to no end.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you love this! thank you :D

[identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, boys..... :)

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
indeed ♥ *g*

[identity profile] inteligrrl.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
I really liked that, though it felt like a snippet out of a larger story. Is this part of a miniverse you're working in, or a one shot? *hopes for miniverse* Anyhow, I loved seeing the inside of Sam's head here, and watching the way his world works, with Dean firmly at its center.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
It is just a one-off, though it is part of a larger theme that has been haunting me, which is probably why it reads as something larger. this was just a response to the prompt words (the title) and was supposed to be a PWP and got strange...

I'm so glad you enjoyed this, and I hope that more of this comes to light at some point. Thank you!

[identity profile] space-raider182.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
ohmy. Nom.
I like the icky, creepy backdrop of Mr Jordan and his house. It makes the Sammy/Dean feel so much, smaller, intimate. I like lots, lovely job
xoxo

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
I'm thrilled that you liked this! thank you so much :D

[identity profile] oberon-titania.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
*fans self*
i love the way you paint these boys, with the creepy backdrop and the rain and the heat and the way sam and dean are always in the centre, affected but not really.
protective!dean is probably the hottest thing in the entire world. i love the way their relationship borders on unsettling, but theres so much love there that it can't be wrong, not really, and the way actually creepy guy seems so much more unsettling for it.
i love that we get this through sammy's eyes, so theres so much we don't know (like what the random machine making noise is, what the hunt is about, what creepy man is really up to), but that we get all the love and the sweetness for dean.
this is awesome.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
what a happy-making comment! Thank you so much!! I've been feeling the should-be-creepy-but-isn't of Sam and Dean more lately, and while it wasn't the direction I thought this story would go, it wanted to go there, so I let it. I'm so glad that the love and sweetness comes through.

thank you!

[identity profile] ash48.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
OH. oh. Oh thank you. Yes. Wow - you had everything in here that I love.. wet!boys, protective!possessive!loving!Dean, needy young Sam...

All with a hint of menace and creepiness.

I was sorry it ended...I could have just kept of reading that...

*smish*

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
you are so very welcome! :D I'm so glad this had everything you like!

Buck keeps creeping around my brain, so there may be more of this story, though I am definitely not making any promises.

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[identity profile] philomel.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
Really lovely mix of intimacy and mystery. I'm incredibly curious about this Buck Jordan and his story.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! If I ever find out Buck's story, I'll be sure to share :)

[identity profile] frankie98.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
I loved this story! Others have mentioned the great atmospheric details and I also like, "He doesn't even suck once, and Sam's coming, coming so hard he bashes his wrist against the sofa's arm," it feels so natural, not to mention age-appropriate. It's a little silly to read these marathon sex sessions when the boys are so young.
I, too, would like to read more about that magna-creepy Buck, perhaps where Dean has to physically save Sam (or vice-versa) without any serious harm done?

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad that feels natural :D Thank you!!

I often think about my friend in high school bragging that her boyfriend could come 5 times in half an hour. And my thought was that it did not sound like he could last very long if that were the case.

[identity profile] cirramin.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
Absolutely delicious. A sweet and cosy story, words seeped in warmth and love that drizzled like honey. Natural, graceful depiction of the binary of Dean's protectiveness and Sam's need, driving the intimate, sensual tone. Loved this.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you loved this! Thank you for your lovely words :D
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[identity profile] britomart-is.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 10:59 am (UTC)(link)
asdsgfhkjhjhghg! You always have such wonderful, unique ways of describing desire & the experience of new sensations. ♥

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, bb! I'm so so happy that this worked for you ♥

[identity profile] fayedoll.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 12:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Buck ewwwwwwwwww... but major points for Deano being so attentive. All over. ♥

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad you liked! Thank you :D

[identity profile] tanpopo03.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 12:23 pm (UTC)(link)
*squeal*

Oh, I LOVE Dean when he's being all protective and "mineminemine" with Sammy.

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I have to admit I love that Dean, too. thank you!! :D

[identity profile] amazonziti.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I love Sam's absolute trust in Dean, and that Dean's love and protectiveness shows up not just in their hunting or in interactions with other people (Buck is such a CREEPER) but in their sex, too. Their being brothers and being lovers can't be separated. BOYS. <3

Do you mind if I friend?

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course! Welcome!

I have to admit that I am a huge sucker for Sam being utterly trusting, and Dean being utterly trustworthy :D I'm so glad you liked this! Thank you!
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[identity profile] meesasometimes.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm reading weecest on a Sunday morning, I am for sure getting in my hell bound handbasket now...but how to resist those sweet sweet boys when your writing them? *shrug*:)

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
These boys are pretty irresistible, at least to me! I'm glad you like. Thank you! :D

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
MWAH

[identity profile] dime-for-12.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
wow, but do I love protective!Dean

...also, I might now be nurturing a kink for Dean calling Sam baby boy, oh noes.

Beautiful imagery, loved it :)

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-03-01 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! I am so glad you loved it :D And oh, baby boy. it's a slippery slope ;P

[identity profile] key76.livejournal.com 2010-02-28 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Please tell me you are going to write another chapter to this? The way Buck is acting just creeps me out, but then again it give Dean a chance to be all protective with Sam. Love the way you write Dean, it melts me when he calls Sam "baby boy". Again, please can we have another chapter?

[identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com 2010-03-01 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
I don't have another chapter planned; it was definitely written as a one-off, but if I do write any more, I will definitely post it.

I'm so glad you enjoyed it so much. Thank you! :D

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