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posted by [personal profile] rivers_bend at 10:34am on 18/05/2008 under , , , , ,
Title: Nightly Visitor
Words: ~525
Rating: Adult (sexually explicit)
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Spoilers: Absolutely none whatsoever (pre-series)
A/N: Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] lima_sierra for clearing things up.
Summary: Even at Stanford, Sam has his brother sometimes.



Dean doesn't climb in bed with Sam, but kneels on the floor, putting a hand over his mouth, and the other on Sam's chest. Sam inhales sharply through his nose, trying to catch some scent of Dean, the sweat that is tinged with steel and cordite and engine oil, a hint of leather. Quietly, quietly, so William, in his bed across the room won't hear a thing, the hand on Sam's chest moves down, over his t-shirt, under the sheet and blanket, teasing as it goes, rolling a nipple between firm fingers, the added scrape of cotton making Sam's hips twitch with want.

It moves lower, hot on his stomach, and the hand on his mouth presses tighter as Sam moans, soft and needy behind it. William's breathing doesn't change, and the hand moving south continues its journey.

Fingers tease at the waistband of Sam's boxers, dip inside for just a second but then retreat, skirting sideways instead, following the seam that frames his cock. Sam moves towards the pressure, but it evades and sinks down between his thighs, cupping, then rolling his balls, before one finger presses in to rub the soft-rough cotton against his perineum and hole.

Please, Sam whispers, but it's all in his head because the hand clamped tight over his mouth allows for nothing except soft huffs of breath through his nose. Please! Sam thinks again, but the rocking palm and rubbing fingers continue to tease. His dick is straining, trying to tent the cotton that's pulled tight between elastic and the heavy heat of that hand. His ass clenches and relaxes, clenches and relaxes, his stomach muscles quivering.

Finally, just when he thinks he's going to die if he doesn't get a hand on his dick, the exquisite teasing stops. Only to get much, much, worse. A single fingertip makes tiny circles through the cotton, just under the head of Sam's dick. Dean… Sam's practically sobbing with need behind the hand on his face.

"You think you deserve skin on skin, Sammy? After you left me?" Two fingers now, rubbing the cotton up and down the underside of his shaft, moving the damp spot maddeningly over the head. "I don't think so. Even this is better than you deserve."

The rubbing goes on, exquisite scrape of cotton over his flesh, thumb coming up to work the wet spot, giving him just enough friction to take him to the edge and push him almost over, before it's back to fingers, one, or maybe two, not gentle enough to give him a break, not hard enough to get him there.

Finally, the fingers curl tight and the thumb rubs just right, and Sam is coming, shaking, biting into the hand over his mouth not to cry out and wake his roommate.

He's still getting aftershocks when the phone buzzes on his nightstand. A familiar number, one that always makes his heart catch in his throat. Even though he knows there won't be a reply, Sam answers it like he always does.

"Dean? Is that you?"

Come cooling on his stomach and sticky between his fingers, Sam listens to his brother breathing through the phone.



Read Dean's POV
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posted by [identity profile] leighm.livejournal.com at 05:54pm on 18/05/2008
So much longing and desire in this.

I love Stanford era.

GUH.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 05:58pm on 18/05/2008
The only Stanford Era I've ever written is Sam leaves, Dean proceeds to get so drunk/wasted, he can't say no and ends up having bad sex. But I woke up with the whole cotton rubbing over skin thing and so here we are.

I'm glad you liked it! :D
 
posted by [identity profile] mickeym.livejournal.com at 05:54pm on 18/05/2008
Oh, GOD. Hot and sexy, and ANGST! Dean! Calling and then not talking, and Sammy, wanting his brother so bad. God. Oh, man, do more of this! Please! :)
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 05:59pm on 18/05/2008
we'll see what bunnies bite. glad it worked with the ending too.

 
posted by [identity profile] wendy.livejournal.com at 05:59pm on 18/05/2008
Oh wow, I love the idea of Sam lying in bed imagining this because he wants it so much, yet believing he deserves to be punished for it too. *sadface*
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 06:01pm on 18/05/2008
I'm so glad that came through, though yes, with the sadface because, OH, Sammy! *hearts the boys*
 
posted by [identity profile] thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com at 06:14pm on 18/05/2008
Ohhhh, nice! I love that Sam could have a fantasy this consuming -- and perhaps he's triggered Dean's deciding to call? I kind of got that feeling, like the need was strong enough for Dean to sense the pull and dial the numbers, even if he's still so stubborn and won't say anything. BOYS. God, this was gorgeous; go you! :D
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 06:52pm on 18/05/2008
I do like to think that somehow Dean knows, across the miles, that Sam is thinking about him, calling out his name, and, well, *points*

Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it. *determinedly goes back to the time I thought Stanford was the height of angst for these boys*
 
posted by [identity profile] crying-soilder.livejournal.com at 06:16pm on 18/05/2008
HOLY SHIT, I loved that. It was hot, Sam knowing he didn't deserve it since he left, and I loved Dean calling at the end, and the last line was just so sweet, IMHO. Loved This.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 06:54pm on 18/05/2008
I'm so glad the last line feels sweet to you. Thank you for reading and taking time to comment *g*
 
posted by [identity profile] lila-blue-b.livejournal.com at 06:26pm on 18/05/2008
GUH! I luvs eet! Mmmmm... *shivers*

*smishes*

You know, I think this story needs a friend... something that answers why Dean calls Sammy in the middle of the night, but doesn't say anything... something to be the other side of this coin... *nods sagely and with hope*
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 06:56pm on 18/05/2008
*grins at your sage and hopeful nodding*

I'm so glad you love it! and I too hope that Dean will let me in on how he knew to call Sam just then. ♥
 
posted by [identity profile] philomel.livejournal.com at 06:27pm on 18/05/2008
Excellent tension. Love the whole repressed dynamic between them here. Wonderful and insanely hot. :)
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 06:57pm on 18/05/2008
Thank you so much! I'm thrilled the tension came through.
 
posted by [identity profile] eternaltime.livejournal.com at 06:27pm on 18/05/2008
wow this so powerful! sam wants him so bad, but he wants dean to punish him too!! thank you so much for writing!
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 06:58pm on 18/05/2008
Thank you for taking the time to comment!

Poor Sam. So conflicted, and so missing his brother.
 
posted by [identity profile] linaerys.livejournal.com at 06:35pm on 18/05/2008
Oooh, I love the little turn at the end. This is hot and poignant. (Although right now hot is winning. Yowza.)
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 07:00pm on 18/05/2008
I'm glad the turn works. in the first draft, my first reader missed it completely in the Yowza *g* ♥

*stares at topless Dean*

Why don't they give us more of that?
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posted by [personal profile] sylvanwitch at 06:41pm on 18/05/2008
Oh, hon, this is brilliant. You're sublimating all that finale-induced angst, I can tell. Well, maybe not sublimating, since the yearning and desperation here are apparent and really beautifully rendered. This is just perfect--bittersweet and perfect. Bravo!
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 07:02pm on 18/05/2008
I am stubbornly going back to the days when Stanford was the height of angst I could imagine for these boys. *nods*

Thank you for such lovely compliments ♥
 
posted by [identity profile] time-wraith.livejournal.com at 06:49pm on 18/05/2008
Oh, so bitter-sweet full of angst. And really hot. Thanks for sharing.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 07:02pm on 18/05/2008
thank you so much for reading and taking the time to comment! I'm glad the mix of angst/hot worked *g*
 
posted by [identity profile] fangirlsays.livejournal.com at 06:49pm on 18/05/2008
I so love the idea of Sam thinking he doesn't deserve this, after leaving Dean, that he's clearly tortured about it, and omg, especially that Dean calls him and has been calling him and they don't talk but they still have that connection and and and *smishes*
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 07:03pm on 18/05/2008
*grins hugely*

I'm thrilled this works for you like that. After the rubbing, my main goal was that and and and thing :D

*smishes and clings*
 
posted by [identity profile] insaneboingo.livejournal.com at 07:05pm on 18/05/2008
Guh. Yum.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 08:32pm on 18/05/2008
thank you :D

*sneaks a lick of your icon while Dean isn't looking*
 
posted by [identity profile] trixxanna.livejournal.com at 07:13pm on 18/05/2008
*guh*
*falls over ded*

*raising accusing hand to point* You are of greatness and this ficlet holds more emotion than some epics I've read.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 08:50pm on 18/05/2008
*blushes*

Thank you! what an incredibly lovely compliment!

*pets lovely George*
 
posted by [identity profile] danegen.livejournal.com at 07:35pm on 18/05/2008
This Stanford-era porny fantasy is *exactly* what I want to ease my post-finale wibbling. Yay angsty teasing!
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 08:51pm on 18/05/2008
Thank you! Yes, I'm going back to Stanford-level angst for that's the maximum I want to deal with. *huggles boys*
 
posted by [identity profile] twasadark.livejournal.com at 07:36pm on 18/05/2008
This is AWESOME!! Hot and unique!! I love how he's trying so hard not to wake his roommate. This DEFINITELY goes in my bookmarks to read again and again.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 08:54pm on 18/05/2008
Thank you so much! I'm so glad you find this re-readable *g*
 
posted by [identity profile] schnute23.livejournal.com at 07:48pm on 18/05/2008
SO hot!!!!! *sweats*
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 08:54pm on 18/05/2008
Thank you! *g*
 
posted by [identity profile] thelinus.livejournal.com at 07:50pm on 18/05/2008
ohh. the end kind of threw me and made my heart clench in an ouchy way.

but the rest of it? very, very hot.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 08:55pm on 18/05/2008
the boys, they bring out the angst. Sorry about the ouchy. :)
 
posted by [identity profile] alchemie.livejournal.com at 08:04pm on 18/05/2008
Oh, Sammy. Poor baby.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 08:55pm on 18/05/2008
*pets him*

Both boys, they make my heart ache.

<3
 
posted by [identity profile] honeymull.livejournal.com at 09:03pm on 18/05/2008
Oh, guh. This is just...Wow. A total punch to the gut. The tension, woman, how do you DO that? Jeebus. Absolutely gorgeous, my god. It's damn hot, of course, but in this very unique way that reminds me of the literary erotica instead of just...fanfiction. *grins* Not knocking fanfic, obviously. But this has such a sensual, deeper feel to it that sets it far, far apart from a simple PWP. I really, really like this. Mmmm. Off to read it again.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 09:10pm on 18/05/2008
Wow! thank you so much! what lovely things to say *g* I'm so glad the tension carries and that the ending packed a punch.

 
posted by [identity profile] jelost.livejournal.com at 09:31pm on 18/05/2008
That was exquisitely hot! *fans self*

The tension at the end is heartbreaking. That Dean would call each night and not say a word, that Sam's guilty and wanting all at the same time -- beautiful!
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 09:34pm on 18/05/2008
Thank you! that tension and connection between these boys never gets tiring to me. I'm so glad you enjoyed it *g*
 
posted by [identity profile] saavikam77.livejournal.com at 09:41pm on 18/05/2008
Oh, Sam! This was so heartbreaking! And yet, so hot! All that desire and need...

Bravo!!
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 09:42pm on 18/05/2008
Thank you *g* That desire is my favourite thing about the boys *happy sigh*

*stares at your icon for waaaaay too long*
 
posted by [identity profile] flawedamythyst.livejournal.com at 10:29pm on 18/05/2008
Aw, SAMMY. That was so sad, and awesome. It almost makes me glad that Jess is going to come along and stop him pining after Dean.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 11:26pm on 18/05/2008
But what is Dean supposed to do? *ignores Cassie*

*snugs* I'm glad it was sad and awesome.
 
posted by [identity profile] subtly-modded.livejournal.com at 10:47pm on 18/05/2008
Very fucking hot.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 11:26pm on 18/05/2008
Thank you! :)
 
posted by [identity profile] late-heart.livejournal.com at 11:50pm on 18/05/2008
Oh so decadent...silent sex is a huge kink of mine and you gave it a serious shakedown with this. Rough-soft cotton. My, my, my.

Scrumptious, every word.

I'll be in my bunk.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:32am on 19/05/2008
I have discovered a huge kink for cotton rubbing on sexual sensitive skin. And Jared's hand over anyone's mouth, even his own. So this one was for me. I'm so glad it works for you too :D

thank you, honey ♥
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