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Title: Kinesis
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rivers_bend
Prompt for DJ100 at [livejournal.com profile] sammessiah: telekinetic bondage
Rating: Adult
Words: ~1200
Disclaimer: Our porn makes more people watch your show
A/N: Ok. So this didn't exactly do what I had in mind when I took the prompt. The boys and real life had other ideas. But there's Sam's powers and sex, and if this has a sequel at any point, you [livejournal.com profile] sammessiah folks will be the first to know.
Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] lima_sierra for beta duties. All remaining mistakes and confusion resulting from tense changes is mine. I went with a whole non-linear thing.




More than once, Sam told Dean he didn't have his powers anymore. Something happened in Cold Oak. Or after. When… anyway. Sam didn't have his powers. No more dreams, no more nightmares, no more haring off without warning after some vision. There was no reason for Dean to doubt Sam's word.

Even after he used the Colt on Casey and the Father without a second's thought, even when he cut off Gordon's head with nothing but a loop of razor-wire, Dean didn't suspect that Sam might be mistaken. Not about that. And he never thought that Sam might be lying.

~-~-~-~-~


Dean's on his back, sweat slick in the dip between his pecs, legs spread wide to accommodate Sam kneeling between them. His arms are at his sides, fingers gripping the sheets, while Sam fucks him open with come-slick fingers.

Dean stayed still while Sam jerked himself off. Didn't touch his cock, didn't even dig fingernails into his thighs to relieve some of the fucking heat he was drowning in, watching Sam like that. He just did as he was told, while Sam was right there, his thighs pushing Dean's legs apart, hand quick on his cock, saying, "Dean. God, Dean, you should see yourself. So hard for me. So damn sexy. So fucking sexy."

Sam told him not to touch, and he didn't touch. It nearly killed him. But he was good. So good for Sammy.

Then Sam came, arching back, striping Dean's balls, wetting his own fingers. Dean nearly came just from that, and his hand moved to give himself that last bit of friction he needed, but Sam said, "Stop."

Stomach muscles jerking, thighs shaking, breath caught in his chest, Dean stopped.

Now Sam's pressing in, pressing up, fingers curled just right, and Dean's nearly weeping with need. "Please, Sam, please. Let me. Just… God, let me."

"No."

Dean tries, so hard, to do what Sam says. But his hand comes up against his will, needing to touch.

"I said no." Sam points with a finger of his free hand.

With no warning, Dean's arms sweep up above his head as though he's making a snow angel. Surprised, he tries to jerk them back, but they're held fast. "Sam?" The gotta come now has been edged with a frisson of fear.

"I could tie you up," Sam says. "But I think maybe I like this better."

"Fuck, Samm—" Dean starts, but then his lips are sealed tight and he can't speak either.

"No talking, I think," Sam says.

Dean has no problem with bondage. But with ropes and handcuffs you know what you're getting. With this, Sam's in complete control. Dean's stomach twists, shooting an ache to his balls. Ok, then. Maybe Sam in complete control is a good thing.

"Want to feel you, Dean. Take you. Watch you take everything I give you."

Dean groans, the sound trapped in his chest. Sam should have fucking told him. Shouldn't be keeping secrets. But they'll have to deal with that later, because right now, Dean's dick, and his skin, and, ok, even his head, need Sam to do this. There's nothing but the desire to have something to fight against that won't break. Something that won't break him. Sam's eyes are dark and feral, but so completely open, it's like Dean can see everything Sam wants from him. It sends adrenalin pumping around his veins and makes him thrust down onto Sam's fingers, wanting to bleed off some of that intensity into physical sensation.

There's something more and less going on here, and it takes Dean a minute to sort it out. With no bite of rope or metal around his wrists, nothing to hold on to, all that exists in the universe is the heat and fullness of Sam inside him. "Just you and me," Sam says, and fuck can he read minds now too?

"Sam," Dean tries to say, but with his lips held closed, it's just a high whine against his palate.

"Got you, Dean. I've got you."

Something flies past in Dean's peripheral vision and then Sam's pulling his fingers away. There's a scrape of metal, and Dean sees that Sam is scooping Vaseline from the tin Dean bought as lip balm when they hit snow country. Not using that on my lips again, he thinks, but he can't tear his eyes from Sam's fingers as Sam rubs grease over and between them. Forgetting for a minute that Sam has him pinned, Dean tries to touch Sam's wrist. Wants to feel the move of muscles, Sam's strength. When his arm lifts from the bed, Dean remembers he was held fast. Realizes Sam must be distracted. Dean drops his arm again, using his own will to hold it there.

Then Sam's pressing in again, cold and slippery, with the sharp burn of stretching a counterpoint, and Dean doesn't even know anymore who's holding him. Whether it's Sam's will or his own that's keeping him open and ready for whatever Sam wants.

~-~-~-~-~


Sam lost his powers after the trial in Cold Oak. After he died. He didn't really notice at first, distracted by Jake and the Yellow-eyed bastard and the Devil's Gate. But then there was a fight and something was at Dean's throat and Sam felt that sickening fear he'd felt in Max's closet, and without even thinking about it, he tried to pull the demon off his brother from across the room. Nothing.

He realized then that his dreams were all garden variety nightmares lately. If by garden you meant Hell.

For a while he kept it a secret. Kept everything a secret. There was too much going on with Dean and the deal and everything else, and Sam just wanted some time to figure it out. But Dean noticed, he asked outright, and Sam told him. No more dreams. No more powers.

Then Ruby showed up, with her knife and her words and her promises. And Sam had another secret.

~-~-~-~-~


Sam isn't sure if she gave him his powers back, or if she is just so damn annoying that he found them all on his own. One second she's running a manicured nail down his chest, asking just what he plans on doing with all this extra time he's going to have with his brother, asking if she can watch, and the next, she's slamming into the wall across the room, her feet several inches off the ground.

"Sam," she says. "That isn't very nice. Put me down."

That's the first he knows it's him doing it, and it breaks whatever concentration he had going, allowing her to drop to the floor. Bitch lands like a cat. Of course.

"You thought you couldn't do that anymore, didn't you?"

Sam tries to use the power of his mind to wipe the smile off her face, but she just arches an eyebrow in his direction and flicks her fingers. That's easier to focus on somehow, and he pins her wrist to the wall.

"Sammy…"

"Don't. Call me that." He's not fucking around. He's had it up to here with her insinuations today. "Tell me what you came here for, or get out."

Never one to talk when she can walk, Ruby wrenches her hand from Sam's control and slides out the door on oiled hips. For someone so sure he's banging his brother, she seems awfully confident about her feminine wiles.

Sam thinks about Ruby spread helpless against the wall, nothing but his will holding her there. Looks at his watch. Dean will be back in a few hours.

Sam uses the time to practice.

Read on
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posted by [identity profile] sadelyrate.livejournal.com at 12:03am on 11/01/2008
Telekinetic Bondage FTW!

I adore the in-between things, which isn't to say that I didn't love the sex, but, y'know...
The curious thing is that I expected the sex to be the main thing, but now it's just this perfect, delightful addition. There's no finish, the action begins 'in the middle', loops back in on itself.
And there's a strange sort of yes hidden in all this.

Sam jerking off over Dean.

Methinks I've found my new favourite visual. Thank you.


Whether it's Sam's will or his own that's keeping him open and ready for whatever Sam wants.

And Ruby. And Sam thinking about her. And yes.

So glad you wrote this!
*hugs*
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:38am on 11/01/2008
I'm so glad it works for you, in its strange sort of way! and I didn't mean you had to rush off and read it, just that you are often first when I post to [livejournal.com profile] sammessiah

I totally expected the sex to be the main thing too. But apparently living with my parents and waiting for a baby leads to less porn and more... other things.

*hugs*
 
posted by [identity profile] paraserpiente.livejournal.com at 12:46am on 11/01/2008
Mmm. I do love a good bout of telekinetic sex. ^_^
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:20pm on 11/01/2008
It's hard not to love. I was on that prompt like woah, as soon as I saw it *g*

Thank you for reading!
 
posted by [identity profile] qwertypoiuq.livejournal.com at 02:27am on 11/01/2008
God, honey, this is RIDICULOUSLY hot, I squeed when I saw you'd finally posted the infamous telekinetic bondage, and I was not disappointed in the slightest. Except that, y'know, there should totally be MORE. Yum!
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:21pm on 11/01/2008
heee, there should totally be more. I think Sam is going to have to play this game again, maybe after more practice. And, yk, when I'm not dying of stomach flu and living with my parents 3000 miles from home *g*

I'm so glad you enjoyed it! Thank you!!
 
posted by [identity profile] tiffosis.livejournal.com at 02:33am on 11/01/2008
what a great concept! i really liked this. thinking that sam can so own dean like that.....guh.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:22pm on 11/01/2008
Sam owning Dean is one of my favourite things on earth. for sure *g*

I'm so glad you enjoyed it!
 
posted by [identity profile] rejeneration.livejournal.com at 02:36am on 11/01/2008
Oh my dear GOD in heaven, darlin'. DARLIN', DARLIN', DARLIN'. This is the Boy King I'm dying to see. Wow. I... you've blown my mind. Not only is the sex SEXY as hell, but the scene with Ruby? I'm so in love with it, I feel like begging you for more!!! I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm all for Dean & Sam getting it on, but snarky, nasty, possessively HOT, don't fuck with me Sam? It DOES things to me. And they are good, good things...

Gorgeous hon! (=
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:24pm on 11/01/2008
*twirls*

I am SO glad to hear the scene with Ruby works. I have never even considered writing her, and there she was, saying that she was the one who prompted Sam to get his powers back, and ... I was writing her. i kinda liked it *g*

And I'm thrilled that it feels like Boy King Sam enough. THANK YOU!
 
posted by [identity profile] nova-berry.livejournal.com at 03:21am on 11/01/2008
Gorgeous, hot and not a PWP! Very nice*_*
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:25pm on 11/01/2008
Thank you! I'm so glad you liked it *g*
 
posted by [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com at 03:22am on 11/01/2008
There's nothing but the desire to have something to fight against that won't break. Something that won't break him.

For some reason this line really resonated with me. And it's so in keeping with Dean's need to battle external demons rather than have to deal with his own.

And *great* last line. Made me smile in a rather naughty way:)

Kat
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:27pm on 11/01/2008
Thank you so much for picking out that line. That aspect of Dean, that he needs hunting, but that even he feels like he deserves a break from the injury and pain once in a while, fascinates me, and I was trying to capture a little of that there.

I'm so glad you enjoyed this! ♥
 
posted by [identity profile] brigid-tanner.livejournal.com at 03:29am on 11/01/2008
I want more of this! Liked Sam practicing on Ruby, and then loosing his concentration when he was holding Dean down. Realizes Sam must be distracted. Dean drops his arm again, using his own will to hold it there. *shivers*
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:29pm on 11/01/2008
I want more of this too, so I'm hoping more will come *g* this month has been INSANE for me, but I'm keen on the concept. Thank you so much for commenting, and I'm glad you enjoyed it!
 
posted by [identity profile] destina.livejournal.com at 03:37am on 11/01/2008
Ooooh. *shivers happily* Nothing like a little Sam-in-control using those freaky mind powers. Secrets and power and control. HOTNESS.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:30pm on 11/01/2008
Yay! I'm so glad you enjoyed this. I loved the concept and have to agree that Sam-in-control = hotness

*g*
 
posted by [identity profile] fpvs.livejournal.com at 04:04am on 11/01/2008
YAY! I Love it when Sammy uses his powers on Dean, to hold him during the sexing. :D And I LOVE it that you never wrote Dean coming... So that we're stuck with that thought in our heads, Dean lying there, so hard, yet without his release... *glee*
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:31pm on 11/01/2008
I'm so glad you aren't just cursing my evil for not letting Dean come. *g* That image of Dean just suspended there under Sam's control, just because he wants to be, wouldn't leave me.

Thank you!
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posted by [personal profile] zillah975 at 04:05am on 11/01/2008
Oh, awesome! I love this. And I love when Dean realizes he can move his arm, but he puts it back where Sam had it anyway. Really gorgeous. And the last line is just perfect.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:33pm on 11/01/2008
Thank you so much! I wasn't sure about that part, if it would distract people or if it would work, but I have this thing for the concept of staying put because you want to do what you're told, and I couldn't resist.

I'm so glad you enjoyed this!
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posted by [identity profile] merihn.livejournal.com at 04:46am on 11/01/2008
God, that is so hot. And... scary. lol. But of course Dean is going to give into it. I love it when he does that, and your description of it was perfect.

 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:34pm on 11/01/2008
Thank you! Yeah, I have a kink for Dean giving in to his brother *g*

 
posted by [identity profile] vanillafluffy.livejournal.com at 06:53am on 11/01/2008
Ominous and hot and scary and sexy and wow!
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 12:35pm on 11/01/2008
Thank you! that is a delightful list of adjectives to wake up to!
 
posted by [identity profile] flawedamythyst.livejournal.com at 12:59pm on 11/01/2008
Mmm...that's hot. Slightly worrying, in a 'oh, Sammy, don't be evil' way, but hot as well, and that's all that's important, right? Also, I love that his first thought is kinky sex, rather than 'hey, I can use this on hunts' or 'maybe if I practice I can hold Ruby down and make her tell me the turth' or anything like that. No, his mind jumps straight to 'damn, this is going to be hot.'
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 09:12pm on 11/01/2008
I think I can't ever write truly evil Sam, as it would go against my need for schmoop at all times. But powerful!Sam? that I think I can manage.

and HAHAHA! I hadn't even considered that he might think about the usefulness of his powers with hunting. I'm a pervert. *sigh*

*twirls*
 
posted by [identity profile] talia-sparkle.livejournal.com at 09:01pm on 11/01/2008
Now I have never seen an episode of Supernatural, but dang! That was hot and full of lust and things that make me want to desperately go out and watch it.

Your writing just gets better and better.

xx
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 09:13pm on 11/01/2008
Yay! that's my job. Get everyone watching Supernatural!

*hugs you*

I'm so glad you liked it, honey.

xx
 
posted by [identity profile] thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com at 10:17pm on 11/01/2008
Ooooh. Had to stop and take a breath after finishing this, as well as letting my brain process. It's so much more than "just sex" (although that scorches my eyebrows!) -- there are bits that truly scare me and make me shiver pleasantly -- Sam's darkness = yum.

You, as always, are awesome.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 02:10am on 12/01/2008
I'm so glad it affected you on so many levels *twirls*
thank you, honey. you make me happy.
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posted by [personal profile] sylvanwitch at 04:48am on 12/01/2008
First, I LOVE the non-linear thing. Oh, yes. A little po-mo, some assembly required, and it makes for layers that in a linear tale get lost in things like exposition. Yes, indeedy. Like that A LOT.

I like, too, this line: If by garden you meant Hell. I like it because it's sardonic, and I'm into that, but I also like it because it's a common enough trope, the re-naming of things, but it's also wickedly appropriate and terse and does a fine job of telling us where Sam's head is without wasting words on description. So, go you!

The sex is hot--of course, it's you writing it!--but I especially like Dean's fear, that he trusts Sam, sure, but that the whole situation still makes him a little nervous, since Dean doesn't like not knowing what the plan is.

I love the way you describe Ruby sliding out on "oiled hips"--so apt an image for her.

You rule, and this story rocks, and I'd like more Sam-kinesis-dominant, please. *grins winningly*
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 05:57am on 12/01/2008
I am just GLEE over your comment. Because I angsted over that garden/hell line, wondering if it was too cliche, if it would say what I wanted it to, and it did! So THANK YOU. just... thank you for everything you said. I worried more about this story than i have any other in ages and ages, so I'm thrilled that all the little things worked for you.
 
posted by [identity profile] runedgirl.livejournal.com at 04:59am on 12/01/2008
I love the moment when Dean realizes that Sam's been distracted and is no longer keeping him pinned and silent -- but holds his own arms up anyway. Gah! Why is that so hot?? Not to mention Sam having Dean so completely in his control without even having to *touch* him....and Dean wanting it. Did I already say Gah??? Just GAH.

You're just making me grin all over the place tonite. :)

More hugs,
Lynsey
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 05:59am on 12/01/2008
I love to make you grin, so *is very happy*

And I am not sure why that's so hot, but I think bondless bondage is pretty much by biggest kink. Just holding still because you've been told to and want to please the other person... *dies* So I'm glad that came across.

So thank you, very much.

*delighted*

xx
 
posted by [identity profile] dreamlittleyo.livejournal.com at 03:51pm on 12/01/2008
Oh, this is beautiful love. I had high hopes and expectations and you totally delivered. Loved this, all the delicious gray areas, the way you've painted such a clear story but left so much uncertain. (My favorite such bit is that I'm actually not sure if Sam and Dean were sleeping together before this, mostly because of the way you phrased something towards the end, and I love not quite knowing. SO beautifully done).

Didn't touch his cock, didn't even dig fingernails into his thighs to relieve some of the fucking heat he was drowning in, watching Sam like that. (God damn HOT, woman. Just about killed me with that one, in case you were wondering).

Bitch lands like a cat. Of course. (Oh man, I hate Ruby, and loved this line, and just... everything about the scene with her in it felt spot on. Perfect.)

For someone so sure he's banging his brother, she seems awfully confident about her feminine wiles. (This was it, the line that left me not quite sure if he actually was until she put the idea into his head here, and SO. MUCH. LOVE.)
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 04:00pm on 12/01/2008
OH, honey! I am like BUZZING right now. Because it never occurred to me that this might be first time fic, but reading it back, IT SO TOTALLY COULD AND OMG! I love it as first time fic. It makes all the little doubts I had about it and things I didn't really like go away! but it's ambiguous, and it might not be too. Or it might be first time since pre-stanford days, or first time that they weren't wasted...

And I love that i usually find things you hadn't thought of in your fic and you find things I hadn't thought of and.... *happy*

THANK YOU!!!
 
posted by [identity profile] leighm.livejournal.com at 07:55pm on 12/01/2008
Oh God. Sam being controlling in another way just hit a very big kink.

The delayed gratification nearly killed me. I wish I saw it more than I do.

Very well written and oh so hot. Thanks for sharing:)
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 09:06pm on 12/01/2008
Yay! I'm so glad you liked it. And that delayed gratification thing always makes me happy too. there should be more of it :)

Thank you so much for commmenting!
 
posted by [identity profile] graphix-fret.livejournal.com at 02:12am on 13/01/2008
This was just lovely. I love the non-linear style; the looping.
I love Sam-in-control and the bondless bondage and the delayed gratification. Ruby's voice is perfect and I love that Sam thinking about her helpless makes him think of Dean that way. Nice.


And this is so true:
Our porn makes more people watch your show
It's how I was dragged into watching! :)
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 02:12pm on 13/01/2008
Thank you so much! I'm thrilled the non-linear style worked, it's always one of those things that it's hard to know if you've conveyed enough about what's going on. And mmm mmm bondless bondage. *loves*

i'm so glad you liked! and yes, I was dragged in that way too. As were at least 15 other people I know of *g*
 
posted by [identity profile] donchuwanna.livejournal.com at 05:04pm on 14/01/2008
ooooo~Ooo *shivers* thats hot. and i adore your icon! its awesome! keep em comin yo!
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 05:51pm on 14/01/2008
Thank you! So glad you enjoyed it *g*

and the boys are addictive. I expect there will be more soon.
 
posted by [identity profile] tabularassa.livejournal.com at 07:48am on 15/01/2008
*whimpers* This is so achingly hot, it just...wow. ♥
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 09:59pm on 16/01/2008
Thank you, sweetie. I'm so glad it worked for you :D

xx
 
posted by [identity profile] honeymull.livejournal.com at 09:47pm on 16/01/2008
Gah, this is awesome.
My god.
I have a heee-uge telekinesis!sex kink, so...Yes, I enjoyed this very much. ^^
I love Dean never expecting Sam to keep secrets from him, and Sam discovering his powers when Ruby hits his weak spot by mentioning/intruding on the privacy of his and Dean's relationship.
And Jesus, Sam jerking off on Dean? You do realize that if you kill all your readers from the hot, you won't get too many comments/feedback, right? X)

"Not using that on my lips again."
*gigglesnort* I love it when humor flies out and hits you unexpectedly in the middle of really hot sexin'. Mmmm.

And jeez, that last scene. I adore your serious!Sam. You write it so sexily, and Dean's not even in the goddamn ROOM. Guh.
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 10:05pm on 16/01/2008
telekinesis!sex = hot like fire, tis true. I'm glad I'm not the only one!

Your comment has just made me realize that Sam couldn't find his powers to save Dean physically, but that he found them when their relationship was threatened. Which goes to show where Sam feels vulnerable, I guess. *twirls comment round* I love when comments make me see things that weren't clear when I was writing.

And I'm glad the humour was good and not just a total distraction.

yay! I'm go glad you liked it. *g*
 
posted by [identity profile] realpestilence.livejournal.com at 01:21am on 17/01/2008
I love the powers and Dean "being good"; but what really hit it for me is how deliberate Sam is there at the end. He's going to practice while he waits for a few hours, so he can ambush Dean into bed and have him at his sexual mercy...!

Sam is suitably possessive and a little dark (not evil, just darker than we usually see); and Dean is vulnerable and needy. Sounds like a win/win to me. *grins*



Pesti
 
posted by [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com at 03:49pm on 17/01/2008
*pauses to love your icon*

I'm so glad the dynamics worked for you and that Sam came out more toppy than evil. And needy Dean (so long as he's needing Sam) is a kink of mine *g*

thank you for reading!
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