I actually can't post something if I don't like it. And sometimes it takes literally months and months before I achieve that likey-ness. I'm a tinkerer.
Comment numbers... don't really bother me (which is good because some of my things have teeny comment counts and some HUGE and I don't know why for any of them). Because I won't post until I'm happy enough. Maybe not rapturous, but solid enough so that I know I won't care if everyone hates (ie comment-ignores) it. :D :D :D
One of the interesting things from my latest story (which is wing-fic so DON'T READ IT :D) is that lots of people (a really high percentage) found it sad (even with a happy ending). My Big Bang was sad, but I knew it was (it made ME sad). This latest one... I guess was sadder than I realised. Which made me wonder if I have secret sadness I'm writing out by writing stories! I'm not sure even after wondering. But it was interesting to ponder.
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Comment numbers... don't really bother me (which is good because some of my things have teeny comment counts and some HUGE and I don't know why for any of them). Because I won't post until I'm happy enough. Maybe not rapturous, but solid enough so that I know I won't care if everyone hates (ie comment-ignores) it. :D :D :D
One of the interesting things from my latest story (which is wing-fic so DON'T READ IT :D) is that lots of people (a really high percentage) found it sad (even with a happy ending). My Big Bang was sad, but I knew it was (it made ME sad). This latest one... I guess was sadder than I realised. Which made me wonder if I have secret sadness I'm writing out by writing stories! I'm not sure even after wondering. But it was interesting to ponder.